Wednesday, March 31, 2010


Sometimes I want to go back in time
bring him back through space
holding tight to his waist
in an intergalactic spooning position

brng back what was the best of us
scrape together the makings of us
into my backpack
and bring us back
all the pieces
and glue them back together
back from ashes and dust
back to life again
all 2 hours and 36 minutes of us

wouldn't that be a good trick

checking in with you
making sure everything's ok with you
thats a lie
making sure something disastrous hasn't happened
making sure a "i'd love for you to meet my girlfriend" 
hadn't happened
though it may have
and i just haven't gotten back from space
with my hearing working properly

When you have been underwater for so long
breathing comes difficult
and I find myself looking
for a familiar island for me to breathe free
another lie
I just miss you
miss what we could have been
or what my mind had created us to be

they say curiosity killed the cat
but I am a dog person
and I don't think I'll ever learn

even this poem was written in your voice

Friday, March 26, 2010

What me and the boy chat about on the g-chat

so my son has a gmail account. and now he likes to g chat with me. even when we're both at the table less than a foot away from each other. Here is what our chats are like:

damion.deejay: ok

me: how was school

8:51 PM damion.deejay: good,good but it was awsome!!!!!

me: why was it awesome

8:52 PM damion.deejay: because.... we had friut snacks!

8:53 PM me: ooh yay!

8:54 PM damion.deejay: well what are we gonna do tomarow mornig and the afterNoon

me: hmmm

8:55 PM well after we get some breakfast we are definitely cleaning!

and then baths and dressed for ma's

damion.deejay: noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo! no cleanin up!

8:56 PM me: yes, ur room is waaaay overdue

damion.deejay: but but i need help! :'(

8:57 PM me: yes of course. its YOUR room


8:58 PM me: yes i will help you

we'll do it together

damion.deejay: yes

me: we'll put on your michael jackson cd and clean up to music!

damion.deejay: ok.true true

8:59 PM me: ok


9:02 PM damion.deejay: well im out peace

9:03 PM me: peace out, son!